Half Way There

Week 26 (Half Year Mark!)

September 11th - 17th: Half Way There!

In celebration of our 6 months of making it this far! I will make this a writer’s choice!!! Have fun with it!!!

I'm only keeping track of the weeks. I know 26 is 1/2 of 52. Still, either way, I cannot believe I started

this group 6 months ago. I would like to get some more traffic, but it's good anyway.

I didn't even finish writing this!

I had meant to last week, but with the impending storm heading our way, and the Blogophilia group

coming back to life...Who knows what the universe has in store for me!

I know that I need projects to keep me busy!

I'm 45 now, and my mental health is not getting any better.

Everyone that knows me knows that I wanted to have another child. So I will always be in mourning over

that! No matter how old I get.

Some days are harder to get out of bed than others.

I was hoping at this point, I would have been wealthy in the money department so I could do things

like go to a clinic, and have a child that way. Or get myself into a bigger house.

You're supposed to be richer in money as you get older because you no longer have any children to

support!

Instead, I'm struggling more than I ever did when I did have a kid!

I'm waiting for Andy's disability to kick in.

In the meantime, we're going broke because he wants to buy his tobacco, and MJ and stuff.

That stuff is costly.

If I take 20 dollars out, I could make that last me all week. His would be gone in 5 minutes.

And I swear he does this inadvertently deliberately because he knows I want to have another child,

and he's subconsciously sabotaging us financially!

I know I overthink these things.

I can't help it! I'm only human!!!

We'll see where the next 6 months will take me.

Diana